I wonder if I will ever be able to keep my house tidy for longer than one day.
I wonder why I didn’t just make every wall a different colour.
I hope that someday I get to Ikea.
I wonder about how people can do that to each other.
I wonder about love. And why for some it appears so elusive.
I wonder if there is a way the entire world could group hug. And what that would take.
I hope for peace.
I wonder about Italy. What it is like.
I wonder about how long I could stay for, where I will go.
I wonder if we will get there next year or will we get caught up again.
I hope for month and months in Italy
I wonder if we will ever know the excitement we felt when the test was positive.
I wonder if what they say is true, about letting go.
I wonder if anyone has a clear instruction on how the fuck I do that.
I hope for a baby of my very own.
I wonder if I can do it. By it, I mean lose 40kg.
I wonder why I find it so hard to spring out of bed in the morning.
I wonder if secretly I am an embarrassment to my Hubby, family and friends.
I hope for health and fitness. And for kick ass arms.
I wonder what my calling is.
I wonder about who I am.
I wonder if there is something I am here to be doing.
I hope, for the best.

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