I wonder sometimes…

I wonder when, if ever, the tax will be ready to go to the accountants.
I  wonder if I will ever be able to keep my house tidy for longer than one day.
I wonder why I didn’t just make every wall a different colour.
I hope that someday I get to Ikea.
I wonder about how people can do that to each other.
I wonder about love. And why for some it appears so elusive.
I wonder if there is a way the entire world could group hug. And what that would take.
I hope for peace.
I wonder about Italy. What it is like.
I wonder about how long I could stay for, where I will go.
I wonder if we will get there next year or will we get caught up again.
I hope for month and months in Italy
I wonder if we will ever know the excitement we felt when the test was positive.
I wonder if what they say is true, about letting go.
I wonder if anyone has a clear instruction on how the fuck I do that.
I hope for a baby of my very own.
I wonder if I can do it. By it, I mean lose 40kg. 
I wonder why  I find it so hard to spring out of bed in the morning.
I wonder if secretly I am an embarrassment to my Hubby, family and friends.
I hope for health and fitness. And for kick ass arms. 
I wonder what my calling is.
I wonder about who I am.
I wonder if there is something I am here to be doing.
I hope, for the best. 

5 responses to “I wonder sometimes…”

  1. I wonder …… if you know how truly bloody awesome you are?!?xp.s. Because you are!

  2. I love that dress! Love Love Love it.And you are awesome.

  3. Why thank you lovelies! As are you both. And River, it's beautiful isn't it. Now, to find one and in my size. Sigh.

  4. my god Melissa you just have blown me away. What a gift with words you have and with sharing in such a way that I am "touched moved and inspired" thanks, lisa

  5. Thanks Lisa. Your bright star blog blows me away every chance I get to read it.

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