Well there it is. Two years.

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I don’t know yet. How I feel. Nothing. But it’s not numbness. Thankfully I have the luxury of time to decide. To ponder and think. To really grieve this lost time. So I will be back later to talk it out with you lovely people. At least now I know why I couldn’t shake the grump’ies.

12 responses to “Well there it is. Two years.”

  1. I'm sorry. You're awesome. It shouldn't be this hard.

  2. big squishy cuddly filled with love hugs my sweet!!i remember feeling like this when we hit the 5 year mark, then the 7 and again last year…i wish you already had a babe in your arms, so you wouldn't have to feel what you're feeling, i truly do.~x~

  3. I'm sorry, M. Honestly. Milestones like that suck. We were two years on Metformin for S, longer with A. I hope you can take a moment and breathe and reflect, then keep putting one foot in front of the other.

  4. I'm so sorry Melissa. I wish everyone who wanted babies could have them as easily as I had mine. What's the next step?

  5. I wont say sorry because that doesnt really help – but i wil send you all the good baby conceiving vibes i can muster and wish you the best of luck!

  6. …(lost for words…)xxxCate

  7. I'm sorry, we've been at it for almost a year and it's a terrible feeling. I will send you positive baby vibes and you send them to me! Maybe that will work.

  8. The worst part is that two years feels like FOREVER when you yearn to hold a baby in your arms. Thinking of you both.

  9. Thank you. Kind words. Hugs. Support. I am formulating the thoughts in my head. I appreciate the time, and the space, that you all provide. xoxo

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