When big stuff happens, it is hard not to feel small… BUT

My town – A view from the top
In blogland, as in life, stuff happens. And lately there have been some heart breakers. I won’t mention names because I don’t want to minimise anyones ‘thing’ by pitting it against someone else’s. But fair to say that life is hard, sometimes.  
And in my town, we are currently experiencing what they are predicting could be our biggest flood in over 100 years. I saw the last one that claimed the title. It wasn’t pretty. My family home had 4 inches of water through it. With our pool and shed faring much worse. It is hard {and I imagine expensive but I was 17 so was much to cool to notice or care} to come back from that. And we were lucky. So life and nature and things keep happening. 
And from my place, in my semi rural town {from the pic above it probably feels very rural to you} I feel small. Untouched by tragedy for the moment and feeling so far from those who I would love to wrap my arms around and give big bear hugs, I can’t help but feel small. But as I said yesterday, small but not insignificant. 
But a timely reminder that things are often far, far out of our hands. And we need faith and hope. For me it is a hope that I will get all the things I am wishing for. For others safety, strength, the will to open their eyes and climb out of bed in the morning. And I feel small. A part of the big whirring world, but not entirely able to impact it.  
We can though. Impact it. My local member put a call out last night to visit neighbours, offering your help or support or just a smiling face in this dreary weather. I can do that. To feed my cousin’s cat while he is camped out on the hospital side of the river with a baby due any day now. I can do that. To pray for those that need strength and support. I can ask for the outcome they want and so desperately need. 
I never considered myself very religious. My parents having been raised in two different denomination churches sent us to both. I was about 10 when I asked to stopped going. And they said yes. I haven’t really participated since. however I consider myself to be agnostic. And in times of crisis and tragedy I ask for grace and guidance and love. 
From whomever will listen.    

What about you?

5 responses to “When big stuff happens, it is hard not to feel small… BUT”

  1. Grace, guidance and love…Beautifully put~!

  2. I've done a little praying lately, to any gods or godesses who are listening, to help those in the flood areas, also to help Lori's husband Tony who is in intensive care right now. Although I haven't checked for a couple of days, maybe Tony is on the mend already.

  3. "I never considered myself very religious … however I consider myself to be agnostic. And in times of crisis and tragedy I ask for grace and guidance and love."This is beautiful. And the true meaning of what "religion" is supposed to be. Good luck!

  4. As soon as this flood/weather crisis is past we need to organise this catch up. Events of late has shown how fleeting life is and we will always find reasons not to. As soon as the rain stops I will be in touch and we'll get organised, eh?

  5. I feel the same way my heart goes out to all those people that are doing it tough!If anything it puts things in perspective and we make better decisions because of them xx

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