I’m away from home right now and am really missing My Hubby. He’s just so great when it comes to coversation, laughs and just being there that it feels strange without him. You know, I love him and stuff.

And that brings up a whole range of emotions and feelings, concerns and opinions. And all around AM I, the queen of independence herself, the yes I love you but just stay over there, I myself can do it, dependant on my husband!?

Shock Horror.

You see I think I have it collapsed somewhere. This being independant thing and be DEpendant. And if I am really being honest it makes it impossible to recieve gifts of love and contribution.

So in this whole whirl of thoughts and stuff, I just had to take a minute and take stock of what’s really there.

And it’s simple, once I remove the drama, I love him and enjoy being in love with him. The rest I made up.