My Nemesis; The Blank Page

Sometimes I open a new post page and I am left staring at the blank page. Not big on content planning I am usually taking whatever thoughts that are in my head and placing them in some format on a page and hitting publish. The downside of this spontaneity {lack of planning?} other then the spelling, typo and grammar issues is, as i said, that I am often left staring at a blank page. 
While blindly staring, cursing that expanse of whiteness. Cursing my thoughts for staying securely locked in my head. I end up frustrated and annoyed. Wondering why I put myself through this. Why. Really!? Is there anything to say that is of value? Should I even be trying to say something valuable or do people just want to have fun here?

Do I really care what others want to read on MY blog….? Questions, questions. Blank page!

And like a good nemesis the blank page taunts me. Wiggles its way into my subconscious and begs for my attention. Chips away at my resolve {even if the resolve IS to quit} and challenges me. And ultimately it wins. Or I win, because I start to write. The words start to flow; my life and my experience onto the page. The expression of who I am is laid out there for all to see.

Which is, why I blog. to express myself and to be heard. By someone.
And to have fun. Of course.    

6 responses to “My Nemesis; The Blank Page”

  1. Another here who can't, for the life of me, plan my posts. I'm always puzzled by the people who are organised enough to have a blogging schedule, to actually have it all planned out.I blog what is on my mind right then. And sometimes, it all vanishes as soon as I see the white screen. Somehow, for you, my dear. It works. I keep coming back and loving everything about you and your blog.

  2. Oh yes, the vanishing thought. I have those! :D Haha. And thank you for the kind words about the blog and I. I love your visits. xo

  3. I can't plan them either. I schedule them, but I don't plan them. I just write what I write and get it set to go. Occasionally I write something and schedule it and then about four hours later I unschedule it because it was NOT a good filler of white space after all!!! x

  4. I am loving Maxabella's idea of scheduling it because sometimes I post things and later when I'm not so sleepy/hungry/confused (?) I think to myself "what?" I don't plan either, except my weekly grateful posts. I find myself noticing more and more to be grateful for.

  5. i sometimes plan my posts but mostly i just write when i feel the need to write.i have occasionally scheduled but mostly i write and hit publish straight away.~x~

  6. Oh, I schedule plenty of posts. I get on a roll sometimes. And write, and write, and WRITE. I am a big fan of the hit publish and put it out there thing!

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