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I am kind of glad I don’t wordless Wednesday. I really feel like writing today. But you see, the drama is that nothing much happened. My day was productive and jam packed and not very interesting at all. So what does one fill their blog with on days such as today? Who knows. Random ramblings probably.
So here we go, Today I… Feel like my old self again. I don’t know who I was being before but for the last few days I have really settled in. I am happy to be me again. And it is kind of a relief. I was worried I might never get there again. Or that the whole process of wanting to be someone I was before actually was an impossible task. And I guess really, it is. But today, the last few days, I have felt like me. Bonus. Since that is who I am.
Today I awoke from a sad dream. Well it wasn’t really a dream, it was a memory replayed at sleep time. It was from the moments in hospital after I was told I was losing our baby. The flashes of memory. The smells. The people. And the thing that sticks out to me most was that when the Doctor asked if the pregnancy was planned, I said No, it was kind of a surprise. When really it was planned. And yes, it was a surprise. I kinda feel like the guys that denied Christ when I think of that moment. I feel like I should apologise to my almost baby for that. Strange huh. Anyway. It was a weirdo way to start the day.
Today I went to a routine inspection. Yesterday I looked for this house for over 45 minutes and ended up giving up and going back to the office. Darn rural road systems. The tenants had apparently watched me drive past a number of times. You see their road is an unmarked road off another unmarked road. And they said to me ‘didn’t you see the 1 on the fence..?’ I said number 1 WHAT, of what street. However the entire time I was I resisting the urge to say, if you saw me drive past so often why didn’t you COME AND GET ME. Cruddy start.
Today the sunshine was beautiful. I have this fascination at the moment for the sunshine. Those of you that are my friends on facebook know that it’s all I’m on about lately. It’s like seeing an old friend. Welcome back sunshine. I for one am super excited.
And today I wished I had something more interesting to say.
What about you? Anything new happening over in your neck of the woods?
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